ningorworthofhavingitisobscureandvagueforme

Idon''''tknowtheultimate''''why''''Ihavetoreachthese

ButIjustsomehowpossesstheextremelystrongeageranddesiretogetwhateverI,atthemoment,wahoughitisjustsometinylittletrifles

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ReallywhenItrulygetthat,orclimbtothestatethatI''''want''''

Idon''''tfeenythingexpectforthemomentaryhappinessoffinallygetit

Idon''''tknowwhatthegoalis,orwhatIamgoingtodo

PerhapsIdidn''''tevenhaveagoalinmindstartingthisgame,the''''dream''''chasinggame

Theultimatewanting?

StillIoresistonchasingsomethingthatIdon''''twant,thatIthinkitasmydream

Whyfrontihorfagmystateofmind,whatIreallywantandwhatI''''mdhtnowarefilledwithdifficulty?

IassumeIjustdon''''tdaretothink,totrulyleanihefieldwheremymentality,myinnate,inwarddesirelies

"WhydoIwanttoachievethis?

Whatistheimaginativeultimate,endingsarioorstatethatIpredicttohappenorwant?

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OrhaveIevenimagihese?DoIhavegoals?

ThenwhyamIdoingthesewithastrongwillnessandeagerness?

Ireallydon''''tgetmymind

OrmaybeI,deeplyinsideofmyheart,don''''twanttouanditatall

realisticporization

We,inthisrealisticworld,tiruggletofindhappinessinnatelyinourhearts

Andkeepfailingchasingdreamsofwhatweactually,frankly,truthfullywa''''like''''or''''love''''

Butpickourselvesuponceagainand,withambitionandfaith,reachtotheclimax

Thenwhatwillhappe?

Godonlyknows,butwehavetoknowthatwedon''''tknow

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Don''''tevercrossthebordertooverthink,self-createtheseorevethefuturethings

Somethingwillhappenwithnodoubt,anyway

Whetheritwouldbeominous,hopeful,vibrant,desding

Whetherthefuturewouldbeacamity,awondernd,aparadise,orapurgatory